Its kind of a weird feeling when you're doing some impromptu jiben shou fa (basic hand movements) at 11:45pm of an evening, cos you just realised you haven't done any baguazhang so far that day.
That was me last night before retiring to bed. It's weird when I try to understand what it was that motivated me to do that. Is doing bagua every day so important to me now? Is it more about self-knowledge - knowing that missing one day by accident will give me more of an excuse to miss other days by design later on?
Maybe even I am getting some kind of perverse delight in selected parts of my body aching throughout the day?
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